Grieving what is lost

  The tears fall staining the front of my dress. Sobs rack my body and I struggle to catch my breath. There is pain deep in my chest, twisting knots that feel like my heart is tearing. This is grief....

Broken

  I am broken. Sharp, jagged pieces I have tried to smooth, and put back together to form of me that has been lost. My head is filled with thoughts that I do not want that take me to dark...

I matter too

It does not matter how slowly you go, As long as you do not stop. I admit Ive been struggling. Lost in uncertainty. Wondering about my self worth and the path I am treading. I yearn to belong, yet I...

Beyond the darkness

      “Are you not over it yet?” someone said to me the other day. Someone you wouldn’t expect had voiced this regarding my experience of birth trauma. At the time I laughed it off,  but as the day...

Autumn and the seasons of life

  Flames of Red, flicking golds, bright yellows and sparkling browns, ah yes Autumn is here. Gone are long, lazy, summer days, the suns power fading, disappearing from our skies in the early evening, to leave cool, misty nights and...